Transcript- APRIL Youth Conference Lets Talk IL all right everyone it is 1 30 so our pacific time i don't know what y'all are working with but um my name is fantasy i use she pronouns and i will be the moderator for today welcome thank you so much for joining sorry i need to turn that off um thank you so much for joining we will be getting started um i'm just gonna go through some logistics so um like i said my name is fantasy i am the vice chair for the steering committee so excited to be here with the chair themselves mel's felton um this session is called is the youth conference and it's let's talk about il so um i'm excited for everyone to be joining us and if we could go to this slide where i see to see a black screen i think it is this end of slideshow so i don't know if it was just a slightly funny yeah i don't know why it's not coming up but i'm trying perfect thank you it's not a zoom presentation without technical difficulties exactly perfect maybe perfect it's still showing a black screen maybe um it was showing it before that though before you present it i think so i don't know if that's better yes it's showing now um we can leave it here if you don't want to go into full screen hopefully um that's this will be doable um basically just wanted to go over some housekeeping items before we get started today so first when you scroll over um the screen a menu bar pops up and depending on what device you are on you can find the menu bar at the top or at the bottom of the screen and this is where you can find the closed captioning for today's session in my screen screen it's at the bottom right it says closed captioning and then it has a like a square with cc in it you can also view the captioning by selecting the cc tab on the menu bar like i just said um and then you can also stream text is also available for today's call you can find that in the conference website connections instructions for this session so just let us know if you need any of those links um 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please let us know and for now we will take it away with mel's hi all and thanks so much fantasy um for doing the moderating it's kind of nice not to be the moderator for one of the youth sessions today i just get to talk all right so my name for those who have not met me um either through the digital conference discord or the before covered times when we could be in person my name's mel spelton i use they them pronouns i am a white non-binary person with blue hair that is currently in braids and bangs that are getting a little bit too long um yeah so today we're going to be doing a session called let's talk il and we're specifically going to be looking into voting and other civic responsibilities um before i get into that a little bit more about myself i am a disabled person i use the word disabled i'm autistic i have a psychiatric disability and for most of my life i was very much in that medical model of disability um seeing things as like oh this is something that i need to hide this is something that i need to fix this is something that's really just something that i need to change about myself to adapt to society and that caused me a lot of harm in many ways um partially through burnout partially through um just negative uh self-worth and that continued until i kind of found myself thrown into the independent living movement um it happened um all through chance um and when i ended up at my first april conference i showed up at the youth conference very quiet i was wearing slacks and flats and like a very businessy shirt and i was just i walked in and i saw people presenting and jeans and t-shirts and everybody just chilling out and i was like oh this is not a formal situation and that's ever since i think that moment i have started to really um become less and less formal in my presentations and i call that il it is about independent living really has an authenticity to it because we are all experts in our own um in our own lives we know what we need we know what our wants are and april really broke me out of that medical model oh i need to get this fixed about myself and instead thinking hey what is it about these societal structures that aren't working for people like me and just like other people in the disability community sorry just moving my notes so that's kind of um what i like to refer to as uh some real talk with me like it's i don't want this to be formal um i know when i first came to the april conference every person that was a speaker i was like i can't even approach that person or talk to them because they're a speaker everybody here at april's on the same level so just feel free throw questions and i'll be answering questions through this whole thing so with that being said a bit of an introduction so going into some basics what is independent living so as a person who is a youth coordinator also a youth um for a center of independent living i do my best to live in that independent living philosophy of consumer choice and consumer driven like we know what we want we know what we need and we know how to and uh we and that's not something that we should have to compromise on we should be able to live the independent lives that we want now there's when we think about um independent living skills and especially when i'm talking to people about independent living skills for the very first time people to ask me it's like oh that's like brushing your teeth right i'm like well i i guess that technically is an independent living skill but let's think a little bit bigger than that so we're talking about like balancing a budget healthy relationships sex education all of the things that we need to live independent lives and a lot of times as uh people with disabilities were kind of excluded from the conversation so that is why for this let's talk il we as the youth steering committee talked about um well it's 2020 um you may or may not have heard there is an election happening right now um and so we're like you know this would be a great time to talk about voting and not just voting but other civic duties so also feel free post any questions stop me um whenever i want this to be more conversational but as anybody who's met me i can talk a lot and i will talk forever so um i am going back to that idea of real talk so when it comes to um civic duties um i know we have um people from all different age ranges in here we have those who are still in high school those who are in college those who are out of school um those who aren't technically youth but still that young at heart um and there's a lot of expectations of what a person should or should not know at a certain age about voting or about your civic duty and i want to be completely honest with you all my school didn't teach me anything about civics like i had the class and i took it but it wasn't taught in an engaging way that i would actually remember and so i had a lot of insecurities about talking um about politics talking about elections because i felt like i just didn't know enough and that that uh spiral sort of contin it kind of made this like vicious cycle of i don't know enough so i can't talk about it and since i'm not talking about it i don't know enough and it just continued in a way until i got an opportunity um to um participate in something that kind of ended up being political nerd camp um and this wasn't until i was in my 20s and i'm sharing this because it is never too late to ask questions for so long i stopped myself from asking questions because i was i had this fear that people would judge me for what i don't know and in reality i was just the one judging myself for what i didn't know i like to think of it as every person learns something new every day so why not you so going back to like my school not teaching me much about civics i knew it's like okay so i i'm in a state where we do complete mail-in ballots we have since 2008 i couldn't vote until 2014 no 2013 trying to remember how old i am i couldn't vote until 2013 so i've only known mail and ballots um so i know that's going to be a little bit different um from everybody across the nation and we we are everybody across the nation here at april so when but i looked at a lot of times when you're looking at a ballot either it be mail-in absentee or if you're actually going to the polls um on in november um everything can be incredibly overwhelming and very much in a way that makes voting more like even more inaccessible that's before we even talk about voter suppression and id laws and the uh and just inaccessible voting uh like platforms like just the act of voting if we removed all those other barriers is made to be a little bit convoluted to make it difficult one of the examples i'll give from my state right now our legislature which i'll go a little bit more into what legislatures do in a moment um passed a law about comprehensive sex education and then there was a uh enough signatures were collected for a referendum to either so to allow the entire population to vote either to approve or deny that um um approve or repeal but how it's worded is it sounds like oh if you vote approve then that means you're getting rid of it and if you oppose uh vote repeal then that's a no so you're voting not to get rid of it but in reality if you vote to approve that means we're going to keep the law that the legislature passed and if we do repeal we are going to repeal that law and so just the uh the wording can be completely just confusing so we're gonna go through uh some tips tricks and i have an entire resource page for um across the nation for things that you can use especially like november is approaching quick so when we're talking about politics we have our three different levels we have our federal level our state and our local there we go made it to three um a lot of attention goes into these federal races and so i don't think anybody out there has been able to avoid a presidential ad in the past two years it feels like this election's been going on for forever um and then you'll also like in your local areas you'll see like a congressional ads um senate ads and those get so much attention and it is very important to vote for those but those elections only come up every um president every four years uh each congressional seat every two and same with senate every two then we have our state level um that is for your state in particular you have your governor lieutenant governor you have your commissioners attorney general um superintendent of public instruction which is so important to vote on um especially as disabled people because we've ended up with the short end of the stick a lot of the time when it comes to education and there's so much more on that state level but one of the things i really want to focus on is that local level i know for uh my community uh many are we had a very um tight uh city council uh president uh race um in 2019 and it came down to i think a few hundred votes so when you're in these local elections like yes please vote for those like those federal and state level but make sure you're going all the way down the ballot and filling out everything because in those local elections your your vote has the most impact and a lot oh okay sorry i was uh peeking at the chat and i need to not peek at the chat that's fantasy's job i'm not a moderator today um so that's one of the things so voting is the absolute um is one of those responsibilities that um is for every citizen but even more importantly for those of us who are in the disability community and who are um not just have that one marginalization of being disabled but multi-marginalizations and those of us who may not even be multi-marginalized vote affects those who are so looking into what candidates are doing for disability and doing our research behind that and that sounds like such it's exhaust it sounds exhausting i have made it as simple as possible in my resource list i want everybody here to at the end of this to be okay how do i vote how do i get involved now but here's the thing voting is just one important leg of uh let's say this three-legged stool right so we have please vote but also using our time our energy our efforts uh for those who may have it um i know i usually don't um extra funds for donating um volunt but volunteer your time into campaigns that mean something to you volunteer um the amount i have uh in since for the past three years have been going to all of my um congressional representatives who are running and my um local representatives and asking okay but what's your plan for disability and i the most frustrating thing about that question is usually the response that i get is crickets they do not have a plan for disability or when i bring it up their response is oh we love old people and that's not what all disability is like yes like every population all like older people are part of it but when we're talking about disability there's such a wide range of issues so that when we have representatives who only think of it as a oh aging in place and that's it they need that education and a lot of the time they will not receive that education without a disability advocate going in volunteering their time and volunteering their time to educate them hopefully for those of us who get lucky maybe compensated for that but they need to be educated now i talked about this three-legged school so we have the first leg of vote we have the second leg of volunteer and i like to call the third leg as yell literally yell um the amount of times that i have gone in you you have to use your voice with people you have to be able to find out where you can talk um go before bc times before covid when we could actually go places um i had as many of us are from rural areas um getting to your s um getting to your uh city council meeting can be a little bit difficult that can be travel getting to your county commissioner meeting can be difficult depending on what kind of community you live in and then getting to your state capital to talk to your legislative um representatives is even more frustrating um i live in washington state um i like to say it's shaped like this um if you're familiar with um seattle seattle's over here and then our capital of our state is about two hours below seattle and i live over here and that's about a six hour trip to get to our um city capital and right here um you cannot see it on my hand but there is a very large mountain range called the cascades which means when my city council members are meeting it is usually winter and there is snow and four-wheel drive can only do so much when you're going over a mountain pass and the snow banks are three times taller than your car and one of the cool things to uh come out of covid is that we do have um this bigger um use of digital um contact so this is the first year that my legit 2020 was the first time my legislative session has used um digital um like you can use zoom or i think they use a different platform though because of state security reasons but it's pretty much um state zoom um to talk to our legislature um legislative representatives and so knowing having a plan of where you can go to yell at your your representatives is an important part of that civic stool now i use the word yell because i tend to be a very loud somewhat aggressive about things that are important um and i'm not saying the first thing you go in is start screaming but have a purpose of why you're going there and one of the things the best things to do when you're walking into a uh any kind of session where you're going to be speaking to representatives not just having a complaint but having a potential solution even if it's not um fully worked out just being like hey i'm a disabled person i have faced um this issue how about but i think that this could fix it because i've seen it work other places or i know this would work for me as a disabled person so this can work other places as well um i know one of the things that we're working on inside of my city right now and if you were in the um us protecting us presentation it's on a similar line of that as that but um have like a similar topic that was covered in that i should say is as a person with a psychiatric disability i have episodes and i know that if i have an episode i can act erratic i can seem very angry i can seem very um i'll go out and say it dangerous and having people who are trained in mental health to respond to those so if i say hey you know people with disabilities are have a higher rate of getting killed uh by um police brutality which has happened in my city and we had a pretty high profile case it has act also happened in every city i've lived in in my life um as as a person with a disability being um killed um by excessive force and so saying hey what if we had mental health teams to come out and how like what that would cost what that would cost in funding i think one of my one of the most shocking pieces of information that i was given in my stay in this uh in my fellowship of this political nerd camp was um in a state budget a million dollars is a drop in the bucket and that blew my mind the idea that that is so much money how is that seem so minuscule but when we have a state that is working with billions of dollars in revenue um we as taxpayers we should be looking at how that money is being spent and having it being spent in services that are actually serving us so i've talked about the three-legged stool so we got a vote we yell we volunteer and what is a stool for it is for lifting people up and with that stool we find somebody to run we find somebody who is going to run for office that represents what we what we need as a society represents what we want as a society it is great because we all have our needs that need to be met people need housing people need food people need the ability to live a comfortable life without worrying about um if they're going to become homeless if they're not going to have um if they're going to have to choose between paying for their insulin or paying for their food we need those are our needs and we are always going to like we need to be working on making sure those basic needs of survival are met and finding candidates that as my brain turns off and turns back on again finding candidates that work for us because your representatives um are your employees for those who have had experience with consumer choice specifically with consumer choice in um with your personal care assistance you get to be the one in the aisle philosophy you get to be the one to hire them you are the one who is seeing like okay what are our wages and like is this person working for me and then we have the uh sorry my words um so think about your legislative representatives and all the representatives you vote for as your employees and if an employee isn't doing their job then we do we need to reevaluate that like can we talk to them to fix it and if not then we need to get another person in there who was going to um and then and so yeah and you know also those three legs that we should all be doing also not everybody can run for office but if you like if no if there is no candidate who can do it or if there is no um or if there's no talking to your representative if there's no amount of volunteering that is making this change you can run especially at these local levels and we know we go back to that independent living philosophy of we are experts in our own lives so that means that we are we are experts in what are these disability issues that need to be addressed what are these racial justice issues that need to be addressed lgbtq gender identity just everything so why so we need to make sure that we're that we're being represented because if i think we've all had that experience where we meet someone who knows nothing about disability rights but they learn from us and they're like oh my gosh i've never even thought about curb cuts and just by meeting you they learn about that and so when disabled people like us stand on top of that three-legged stool we affect all the people around us of seeing even of showing other disabled people we can run and showing um the non-disabled population like we we have needs they need to be met and we are serious about it as i go to my next slide and so my main thing and i'm going to um i've seen one question go up in the chat um and i'm going to get to that but one of the things that i really want to say is like vote who is elected affects everybody inside of this nation but we need to be thinking like as disabled people it often affects us in a negative way i know in my state we have had every year we have somebody trying to pass a involuntary electroshock therapy use on uh people with psychiatric disabilities every single year we have somebody trying to pass that so a person like myself uh who could be in a mental health crisis with laws like that passing could and have to against my will have electroshock therapy we have solitary confinement being used inside of our schools solitary confinement is seen as cruel and unusual punishment worldwide and yet we're using it inside of our schools specifically for disabled people specifically um bipoc people um bipolar disabled people disabled by pock there we go like how is that still there but beca or just the criminalization of having a disability of being publicly mentally ill or being uh or in the case of uh in uh when i would i think i was about i think it was in 2004 because i i was still a kiddo during this a deaf man was shot and killed because he was uh whittling wood in seattle with a small knife and because he didn't respond because he was deaf and he could not hear the uh officer he was he was shot and killed and just these things affect us and then there's also this radical idea of even if it's not affecting you personally even if um the privileges that we have are not make it so that issue is not affecting us if we see it it's happening to other people and i know when i'm at april i've never been around more caring generous people and so if we're seeing injustice happening to not just people in our community but in communities around us it is our responsibility to be taking that on so that being said i'm going to take a pause there are two questions what's up yes thank you so much smiles thank you for bringing light to all of these issues current historic um there is a question from tria if that's how you pronounce it i don't know exactly what context this was in i don't remember but it says what is my role if i don't need that many services and maybe true can elaborate unless you know um i'm going to go off of on trey feel free to uh type more in the chat if i don't answer this um directly um as i close this out of the way um so i have to get back into the zone um even if like if those aren't services that you need let's say you your health care is covered um you get it through a job um you have a job that pays a living wage um you're comfortable so when we're seeing that kind of uh comfort um that's when we have that means if we're comfortable and that means we we should have the energy to be looking at other people and looking at other problems so that is the time where like you should always be listening but if you feel like you're comfortable there's chances are there are people out there who are not and that is a time to start listening that is a time where we need to just and this is the hardest part for me i need to shut my mouth and just hear what people are saying and contemplate that there is a uh lyric in a death cab for cutie song that sticks in my head of uh i wait to talk when i should listen and it's this idea that when somebody else is talking to you you are either preparing what you are going to say back or you have already decided what you're going to say back so we need to make sure that we're listening to other communities i hope that answers that question thank you so much um yeah if not please feel free to put some clarification in the chat um another question that we have i'm gonna have this one quickly um somewhat quickly answered and then there's two more questions after this one um but someone says what is bipark and they spelled it a little different they said if that's how you say it but if you could just go into kind of unpack what by that terminology is awesome thank you um just apologies um as many of us do we get lost in the acronym soup so if i use something please stop me um by poc as in b i p o c um stands for black and indigenous people of color um you will also hear um the beginnings of um used uh qt by pog which is queer and trans black and indigenous people of color so i hope that clears uh that up okay smelly it looks like we have a hand raised oh awesome and i'm gonna go ahead and um it's opal uh opal you should be getting something that'll allow you to to ask your question okay can you guys hear me now or no yes we can okay hey um that's good i just was wondering um so i have a lot of characters and so oh if i want to go about like re um raging though i mean raising the wage blast sorry can't pass uh of um of my caregivers like um as far as like getting lost past who do i go to to do that would that be federal or would that be state level to fix that yeah so that is an awesome question um and a lot of the times with awesome questions there are not super simple answers so it depends on where the funding is coming through um because there is state funding and federal funding um so first figure out where uh your funding is coming through but just at the very beginnings of it it is always good to start at a local level it is easier to get things going at a local level than it is to i'm just go straight to the federal level um specifically when we're talking about um things in a uh rights-based um structure okay thank you that makes sense yeah very welcome thank you so much yes feel free to raise your hand as well sorry i'm just trying to like navigate who was first and stuff like that but um the more the questions the the better and the more dialogue we can have and we do have about 20 minutes left so the next question that we got from emily is how can we advocate for ourselves and get the help we need i think we need an emergency hotline in caps number we have to take we have to have a way to help how can we do this on our own and advocate for ourselves at the same time awesome yeah so when we're looking at um emergency hotlines first of all we live in a capitalist society i'm just in short things cost money and we have to have money to do things um that being said um working a new emergency hotline number means hiring people infrastructure for it so it's finding the funds for that and when we're looking for something on that level um we'd want to start local um one of the things and i i'm pretty i'm trying to remember my um my emt like emergency medical team or people who do the ambulance stuff trying to remember the history of that but if i'm recalling correctly that started as things that are on a local level and only some cities counties areas had that but as the idea took off and it was seen as a success um it spread i still remember um learn i remember learning about this because i was watching a movie with my mom and somebody got really hurt at the beginning of the movie and i'm just like why don't they call 9-1-1 and my mom's like this movie was based in this time they didn't have 9-1-1 and that was like mind-blowing for me because i was just like what do you mean um and so but now that's that's a basic for us kind of in the way that like the ada generation sees things as yeah we've always had the ada that's baseline um our new thing with advocating for ourselves as well as getting these new systems they go hand in hand and what it comes down to is we are in charge of creating the new baseline i want a society where our our youth see a mental health uh crisis line where people can get um first responders trained in mental health is like oh yeah that's just that's just the norm what do you mean you didn't have that why wouldn't we have that that's our responsibility is raising the bar and making it just the baseline for everywhere and so that does start at advocating at a local level coalition building um one of the things that i i love about the independent living movement but also um find a lot of frustration in is we did start as this um kind of radical idea of hey we shouldn't institutionalize disabled people and at the time that wasn't the baseline that was like that was people trying to raise the bar and others being like it's always been this way why wouldn't we do this but now it's a very obvious like yeah no we shouldn't institutionalize people and let's get rid of these institutions and i sometimes feel that the independent living movement um falls away from that very radical start and so pushing your independent living centers to um like we cannot lobby we cannot say pass this law or don't pass this law that is um which is a pain in the butt but it's what we have to deal with but i do have a resource in our resource list about how to find the line between legislative advocacy and lobbying but it does come down to um advocating for ourselves i like to i like to think about um most movements like a hand and when we're advocating for ourselves that's like the tip of our fingers and the tip of our fingers do a job and then as we start to build that movement we have get our full fingers and then when we start to get org um organized we have the palm and the thumb and then we have a full hand and then we have that's something we can work with and so it all plays a part so when you're advocating for yourself you are changing systems though in a small way in a very important way because when people see something working on a small scale they'll be like okay this this can work okay how do we expand this so i hope that helps perfect um thank you so much and we have another question um from jamie it says where can i find the information to what you said so i don't know anything specific but is there any way we can find maybe more resources or information to what you're sharing yes okay so it will be posted up on the website i need to send it to um mary um i should have sent it sooner but i was still adding things to it this morning because there's just so much information but um some i made a uh a resource list um things that are on this resource list contain um a website called out of the margins um which is a kind of digital mentor program to explain advocacy reading legislature and more um if any of y'all have uh i think my favorite part of it is uh they have this section on robert's rules which if any of y'all have had to go to like a city council meeting or like anything that's very formal or just a board meeting um robert's rules is very important but it's super gatekeepy because it's hard to understand and out of the margins has an amazing um walkthrough of how robert's rules work and it is completely accessible it's made by disabled people and um you can have it's in a text and there's also videos with audio descriptions and captioning so that will be in the resource list i also have a state legislature directory which um links to every single state uh state's legislative website on legislative websites across the country find the one for your state and then that's where you can start to follow bills i'm not sure if because i couldn't check all 50 states plus territories um but most have the ability for you to make an account and then track bills and also see when your legislative session is um wash like my state for example our legislative session is uh we have a long session and a short session um which uh flip-flop every other year and but it's i think our short our long session is done by april and so it goes january to april at the very longest so it's not a lot of time in a year um so um it can help you track bills see what's going on um who also um there's the uh who are my representatives website which shows who represents you at a federal state and local level um for some reason this website does not um list who your um state legislatures are legislative um representatives are which is odd but because it doesn't have that i have another link on there which is open states which does find you that information and it is another way to track legislation in your state um one of my favorites of all time is ballot pedia um using like wikipedia but specifically for figuring out your ballot and you can look up what measures are being listed on your ballot um at the beginning of this presentation i talked a little bit about how there was um incredibly confusing uh wording for a referendum that is on my ballot this year and i went to ballotpedia to double check to make sure that i was voting the way that i wanted to vote and didn't get them flip-flopped and those resources and more are going to be posted and i think the um best thing that i can think of um also is find an advocacy group and there is unfortunately not a directory for that and i that is something i want to work on but that's hard to keep track of uh on a local level let alone a state level let alone effectual level but looking into what is around your local area um or also um april has a advocacy committee um that meets monthly and so fi meeting with the advocacy committee there where we talk specifically about rural disability issues on a federal level and also where people bring their state level um issues to as well and gives us the ability to kind of brainstorm on a what sort of legislative advocacy we should be doing to make sure that our people aren't being put into institutions um be that um nursing facilities or on prisons like what what systems can we what systems do we need to dismantle at a legislative level yeah so that will be posted perfect thank you so much so yes please look forward to that um that resource link will be posted thank you most for creating that and just bringing awareness um so there's two questions that kind of involve media and maybe like and interconnect people with disabilities and then there's another question that i'll ask after but these two questions let me know for me to repeat them but the first one is it kind of was tying back to when we were talking about um police brutality against people with disabilities um and someone asked why would you shoot a man that is whittling wood who is not a threat question mark and then this other one kind of ties into people with disabilities and the media as well and it says i love how most people think people with disabilities don't fall in love it's frustrating like why is it newsworthy so if you could answer those and then we'll go to the next question before we're done in 10 minutes all righty um could you reread the first one real quick yes it says um why would you shoot a man who is whittling wood who is not a threat well before that no it's just those two and then the other one is about on the people this people with disabilities falling in love like why is it new okay all right so honestly that is that that's the hundred dollar question isn't it um if i am so we've had these conversations about intersectionality the last couple of days and how um intersectionality at least in the modern sense of the word and how it's being used and how it's been adapted is we do not live single issue lives um i personally i cannot remove my psychiatric disability from my autism i cannot remove my autism from my um my experience as an autistic person from my uh queer or transness i cannot remove it from my whiteness there are all these diff all of our identities become intersecting and if you have the chance to listen to uh christiana speak yesterday um we as a society like to put things to label things put things in the boxes do whatever we can to explain things people want to explain things we want to make sense of things but by doing that we come up with these societal ideas that might be um accepted um oh gosh i hate thinking about it but i think the um best example is the one that christiana gave um during the uh i think it was the 14th century i can't remember exactly i'm bad at dates but um priests would show how um pious and unemotional that they were by showing off how much body lice they had and whoever had the most body lice was the most pious and the holiest and that sounds absolutely ridiculous to us but that was the norm and so people see things as a norm so when a police officer specifically in this case uh this was a bypack man specifically um from an indigenous tribe of the pacific northwest um when he didn't respond um the police officer saw that as a threat to himself because the man had a small widdling knife and was not responding to him and so using all of his uh what inside of his head what he saw as a threat using his bias using his stereotypes using whatever it was he made that decision to shoot um and we see in other cases where um specifically um with non-disabled people specifically with non-disabled white people who have participated in gun violence um many times they are they're talked down they're brought into custody alive um we had we've heard a lot about um inside of portland uh people being uh taken in in the protest people being taken into unmarked vans for protesting but um what was it i think it was either two or three years ago there was a uh armed militia that took over a government facility and they were allowed mail to come in and out which but this was a predominant this was a white group mostly based on white supremacy and so we have these ideas of specifically when you add disability to it when you add race to it and when you have predominantly white officers that have not um dealt with diversity they make these split-second decisions that end somebody's life and change their family's lives forever and we need we need to change that we and that's when it comes down to we need to make systemic change in these structures which means talking to our legislation getting funding for better resources better trained resources um and then went into uh gosh what was it um i think it was like kind of like talking about like why is it inspirational and like like people don't see like disabled people's falling in love and gosh just so the term i use for it which is not a term i've coined it's used pretty wide as inspiration porn and it comes back to that societal expectation that they don't they um non-disabled people expect disabled people to be a certain way and when we break out of that box it's like what what do you mean you're you're dating you're um living inside of this house uh or doing stuff i i know even in my work like as a young person with a disability um i am treated uh completely different uh in non-disabled uh spaces because i'm not seen as valid because like oh you're young and have a disability why are you out advocating and i do know uh one of my coworkers um who is like seven years older than me um who does disability advocacy everybody assumes that oh because you're doing advocacy you're not disabled your kid must be disabled and everybody's always asking oh what's your kid's disability when she's like i'm disabled and so it goes into these um these societal expectations that people just don't expect things of us and then when we do the things that everybody else is doing because surprise surprise we're people um it breaks out it breaks their box and instead of seeing it as oh maybe my box is wrong it's this is the exception to the rule and that makes it inspirational um okay i think i answered those questions are there others yes thank you so much so for our last question this is fantasy for our last question since we only have three minutes um feel free to answer this question and then just kind of say any closing statements or thoughts that you have um and then we can kind of close out um with the the survey and things like that so the question is what is the best resource for receiving assistance understanding the ballot while filling the ballot out um so good question um i think everybody is going to find like um different like there are different resources but i love valipedia i love it so much um because it just it makes things understandable i can plug in what's going on like what what the uh who the person is and then be able to uh either who the person is or what the initiative is and get more information on it through there um also your uh i can't talk for every state and thank you for posting that that in the uh chat fantasy um i can't talk for every state but also i'm getting a hold of your local voter's guide um i know um ballotpedia did not have a uh a uh very small local judicial race uh for my area and i was just like i don't know the difference between these two people like what is going on and so i was able to find my um my local voters guide and i was being able to uh i was able to uh look through and be like oh okay these are the differences and then it for for my state it gave like oh these are like what they put down for volunteer organizations and this is like why they why they are running and also just like you know elections like usu like happen once a year except for like sometimes there are special elections that come up throughout the year um but taking the time to do your research and do the uh due diligence needed to know who you are voting for and especially um when you're like if this year you're looking at a candidate and it's just like or you're looking at a race and it's just like oh neither of these really like work for me or like there's this idea of like oh am i choosing the lesser of two evils which one of my friends said the best way it's like don't you want less evil and then but looking keeping that in your mind as we move past this election and then looking into future elections and going back to that stool of all right i voted who who do i need to yell at who do i need to volunteer for and should i run or who should i support running and like work technically we're always in the election people are always getting ready to run so one why not you and two just do the research and uh ballotpedia local election guides they're my go-to thank you so much mel this is fantasy um i think we got a we got a whole body of the new congress here um i know that i will be excited to potentially run when i'm old enough um so thank you all so much we're gonna put the assessment link in the chat um feel free to take that um kind of like survey or just give feedback um again this is the um il sorry the exact name of this session is let's talk i owe these youth conference so thank you all so much um there's a lot of great um encouragement and resonations in the chat mel so great job um thank you so much for giving us information and being so kind of candid with us um it really helps to have youth just be open and honest and have um dialogue about these things so thank you so much this is the end of the session and i think it's the last session of the day so i hope you all have a great rest of your evening and enjoy the last two days of the conference mel's has something to say and feel free to talk to me on discord there will be a chat up soon for this session as well as all the other sessions in the discord awesome yes this is fantasy feel free to use the discord um and reach out with even more resources we can put the um the links um to like ballotpedia and different things like that in discord um again just taking the survey and the link is in the chat let me know if you need it directly to you and thank you so much everyone [Music] goodbye